Sisters back

     So much for taking a damn shower. I can't believe he's giving me grief for wanting to go to my friends to shower! Saying that I don't wanna kick it there when all day since before his sister got back he was never around always hiding somewhere. So I didn't go with them , I haven't showered in god knows how long besides a damn wipe down last night. !! Is this what he wants for me??!!!! Live in fucking seclusion again, hoping out of the window, hiding behind the bar every time someone knocks, ..!!???? Fuck that makes me so mad. But my dumb ass has feelings  for him so ill sit here in my filth. Maybe hell give a fuck and do something about the situation!!