Time to go, wet clothes wet tears

I said I love you he said whatever.
Good luck to you he said, we both know what that means. Ouch. I stayed too long, rehashed old feelings.

No money no hunny

Giving gas money goes only a short distance, but the actual price I paid for those ends cost me morally.

Distance and awkwardness topped with my resentments.

Dumped.off

Bobot oicked me up around.3am i wasnt tying ti do anyhing sexuall wih hik, houh he trird. We didnt do anything but play vuedo games whig is what i was hapoy wih. But in he end he tries to droo me at jowells, but house qas stikl asleeo hen i called robert adn got droooed therr. He says hell call me later whrb he has money and gamit.  Doubt he will.

Robert snd i played darts at louies all day then when it was ooolpol time we bounced and hit thr real pool and coolef off.

Been a minute

Sunce i bloggled .im at the movies theaters wuth robert

Vacation in Arizona

NO thank you

I gave him fifty bucks, towards working on the car. he sctually stted doing something, but then fell asleep underneath my car.
I brought him a box of needed foil, no thank you for that, i also gav him a pack of cigarettes, still no thank you. Nothing I do is good enough, or appreciated or acknowleged, quite the contrary I am merely an inconvience unwanted house guest. Especially considering the fact that we havent had any intimacy together sincelast weekend, i even asked a few days ago. he didnt come home last night, nor did he answer his phone when i was calling him. Even now hes sleeping in thechair as opposed to with me in the bed. which has been the routine lately. Of course I have to act like it doesnt bother me, especially when earlier today and yesterday he gets a call from some girl far away he wasa suppposed to go see. I know what hes about  so I know what hes up to.
but yet, i cant show that i care and that hes killing me inside. In fact I dont show it or tell anyone how I feel, I dont want to keep looking and feeling like a fool